STUPID''S MAG
Bleeding heights
It is very difficult it is.
It is very difficult to be yourself, specially when so many around you are themselves. It could had been great if everyone had their identification to know precisely who is what.
But because life is very little complicated, it just needs to have to spice it up with another and another needs, of search who you are.
Is there any need to be yourself? The question what do you mean arises.
Who actually are you? Do you have a perfect pedigree background? A well established no failures family? Have you ever had bad in your life? If your answer to this questions yes, then who are you?
Well, you are a member of the family. You have your name identifications and other aspects which identify you, as you. Where are you? What is your current state of social hierarchy?
Are you a boss, do you have a managerial position? Do you get paid a managerial salary and receive managerial upgrades, love, affection and support? If you answer yes to most of this questions, then who are you?
Do you want to grow emotionally, spiritually, raise up in your education, getting information upgrades, while consistently doing the same thing over and over, which is the labour blue coral level? Then who are you?
Do you want to get pay rise, being acknowledged at your job, at home, among friends, but constantly doing the same thing? Yes, you are probably excellent at what you are doing, and you are enjoying it. But certain improving methods take time, or don't take time at all, simply, because it considers all the time you had been doing your excellent without any acknowledgment. It is very difficult, almost impossible to surprise any one at the repeatable consistency level, regardless it is managerial position or labor.
it is all the same, every day is the same. Nothing is happening, no one and nothing new is coming in, neither nothing wrong is coming out. You are at full stack, absolute stop. Then what?
What? When? Where? How? Maybe is not sure. And that's your stuck.
Getting higher, needs a reason. It always puts ahead the question why?
Why do you need to be promoted? Why do you need pay rise? Why do you need to learn something new? Why do you want to rise your live standards? Why don't you have money? Why do you feel stupid? Why do you have a messy life? Why do you have problems?
But you don't have problems, neither do I.
Giving a reason needs also a reason, most of us will never ever notice there is a need to rise up. Realising there is a better level of existence might get to the dreamer tag. It is all just an illusion, your whole life was an illusion, making your dream of illusion as bad as your reasons, and then effecting your reality wrongly. Of course, it is always in our heads.
The experience proves this kind of theory wrong, but supports the idea of reasoning, which at some points will not accept the most logical possible reasoning. Requiring, to place an effort into finding different receivable for your reasons. The head and the listeners, those who can process your logic with ease rather than endlessly explaining your needs for existence the way you desire to be and all the great you should had been possessing. Instead, of being advice to check out your possessions.
Life can be cruel, some people might say.
Actually it is not life is cruel, it only has more reasons to be cruel than being gently kind. With gently kind it is always requires to get more than one opinion over the gentleness, because what's kind and gentle to one, is aggressive and rude to others. Specially when its coming from men of the guys, but also from females. No need to be chief at someone else's kitchen, feeling unwelcome, down and neglected. Life is not about cooking and washing dishes on the other side, life is about considering the existence of each other. When the consideration of existing at a way more than certain basic tasks require, it doesn't not make another person in the debt of the decision over another. Moreover, if someone is being neglected at work, disrespected, without any appraisal policy, it is better to look for a job somewhere else, or focus at developing the higher self out of working hours, specially when you are not even getting paid for your appraisals, because there is no reason.
Stay at the better self and keep in mind the noises disappear, just as they came. The same with some people, they come and go away from your path, but your achievements will remain, regardless if the decision makers of some moments in your life, currently are not your reasonable receivables. Have different ones, have better ones.
16
Luv you better
Of course you always did, do and obviously will luv me better, that's why you had not stopped battling for my luv you back.
But this luv you back doesn't not even happening, because you had never been in any of my luv observable universe, but somehow you had not stopped placing me to obey at yours.
Sounds familiar?
Well, not everyone having such similar experience, luckily for many of us. If this would be happening to too many and too often then the world would be a tragic place to exist.
Why some people remain at your life, your thoughts and your everywhere you go, if they do not have any value for you? As they had never been anything for you than a noice of someone else.
If you have an access to better resources why should be someone holding you back, not allowing you using your time, your blessings, your perception of reality, instead, forcing you into their limits of their mind. Consistently comparing you vs their achievements. While their achievements are not even close to your. You only got across them, because you had nothing else at all at your offer. But finding it very strange having nothing of your own, but always someone else's, constantly demanding your luv and obedience. Regardless of any of the effort you place into explaining yourself, your rejection cannot be accepted. The demand of your luv them and their massive pressure over; you must give them all your luv, doesn't have any of the logic. It is logic free. It is absolute lie, in any of the form.
Do you want to know the truth? Why don't you ask for my opinion and have some of the logical explanation of pros and cons. There aren't any. Forcing someone into obedience, accepting pressurable repeatable disrespect; placed as cannot and not allowed to reject order is against human rights.
Sadism is the only explanation to I luv you better and shall not practised.
It is not about first, second or third choice, it is about valuing the opinion. As simple as I do not find your forceful demand of luv appropriate. Attempts to change the sun, without any logic behind it, attacks at any time of the day or the night in order to rewire your brain, to force you not to think at all, bringing you down to their not just emotional, but also intellectual level. Meaning, forcing you into you do not exist mode. Making you to think, you are an empty space taker, and you be better dead alone.
It is very difficult to resist such challenge. It could be anything, most of it is a distant hypnosis, sometimes it is a local hypnosis, which was done during your even short term communication. But most of the time is it a not a one person show, even thought it is a one person presents to be doing luv you better. Using speed of the sound in most of those cases is their only travelling unit, for it to became a part of your thoughts, which most of us cannot even at times distinguish. Then there is a need for a logic to identify what is normal and what is an abuse.
I do not want your luv is a simple statement that anyone is allowed to express. Because luv you better is nothing else than an attempt to disconnect you from your own free will.
Mostly, it hides behind you just need a change! Yes, but I do not need to have to pay a loan for something I do not want, do not need, knowing there is better luv than any of the sources of luv could be offered.
Is luv is free? Luv is free for those who luv you better, but not for those who are victims of the luv, specially for those who always have their productivity on the scene.
You are waisting my time, you are waisting my opportunities, you are waisting my life, you are waisting my light, you are scaring my givers away, you are damaging my way of thinking, I do not want your luv!
Solution could be at least having attempts to refocus, because at the end of the show the hell spirits will go away, but it is you who will be asked what did you do. They will ask you if you did you pass through the challenge of not accepting the challenge. How to reject a challenge? Mind your own light, your own life, empower your givers, be aware who is and who isn't your giver and who is a virus spy - meaning empty time waister, keep your time under control without loosing self control and your dignity in everything you do.
Is there any possible way to reject luv? Of course it could be done directly in the form of confronting another person. As mentioned above, it is not just one person involved, and unless it is dating, marriage, engagement to break up, being divorce separated, or a job to resign or being fired, try but don't mind. It is better to have an awareness you need a better change for the not your luv change.